Obsessed

I've weighed myself each morning this week, since I weighed myself on Sunday. It's not good. It has yet to be lower than Sunday's weight, so I don't know why I keep doing it. It does mean that I'm officially there. At that place in my weight loss that I always get to. Obsession-ville, thy name is Terry. I have a hard time reigning it in, especially when my losses are going well. And I know thy have to slow down at some point. A stone a month just isn't sustainable, nor is it healthy. But I've still got four stone to go, so it's difficult to tell myself that slower is better. Despite my healthy goal on Runkeeper to get to goal by the end of June 2017, clearly I'd rather get there sooner. A lot sooner. Like by the end of the year. I know, I know. Unrealistic of me. I'll try my best to be sensible. But it goes against my nature :-) At least the goal progress updates on Runkeeper when I enter my new weight each week. And it estimates when I'm likely to finish. Thus far, it's well ahead of the game. Cool!

My obsession is showing in other ways too. It occurred to me yesterday that I have two states of being where food is concerned. Wanting it or eating it. Nothing in between. If I'm not thinking about food, it's only because I'm currently having a meal. And even then, does that count as not thinking about food? I am generally thinking about what I'm eating! 

Other than clearly having so issues around food as a whole, I'm pretty healthy at the moment. I'm eating well and drinking more water. If I could just get more sleep, and exercise regularly, I'd be a regular paragon of health and fitness.